Sometimes it feels like the future is somewhere in the past.

When you sit and think about what you love to do, what your passion is so that you can decide what you want to do in the future, you end up thinking about the things you used to love. Those beautiful days when you had free time to think about everything around you and the future was just a dream. Your childhood and your teen years.

You are all grown up now and you are drifting through life. You have a job and other things that you got to have at this age, but you keep feeling like something is wrong, something is missing so you search on the internet about how to find happiness, how to know yourself and how to know what you love. Self-searching, basically. You can’t find yourself unless you go back to your past to know what you used to love because now you are all influenced by your pathetic surroundings that got you to think about this in the first place.

Think. Go back to your past. Know what you used to love and prepare a plan for future. Revisit everything. All your files from your computer, every picture, every hidden object from the past that you are still keeping for a reason you’re not sure about. This is the right way to find yourself and design your future. You only live till your teenage passes, and then life becomes a dream that moves without your control. This is the time to wake up and get back to reality. Let the child inside you tell you who you really are, and what you need to do to be happy again. This was supposed to be the time for execution of your dreams, your daydreams but it seems like you’re still dreaming. Wake up and make your dreams a reality.

Forget your present time, the ‘new friends’ you made and look back at your true self. This process should take minimum 30 minutes and maximum 7 days but don’t take more than that. It is very important, my friend, you have to apply for a leave if you have to but leave everything and do this search until you find it.

Then what? Well, then depending on your style – fast, slow, with planning, directly jumping into things or whatever, do it!

We cannot imagine happiness that we have not experienced yet so we keep going back in the past and think about what we used to love, and we aspire for the same feeling. So, think about it and go for it. You may find new experiences but if not, you will at least feel the same way you felt back in the day when you had a moment like this. Always live in the moment and do what feels right, right now. You have learned this lesson sooner by reading this text and you will make the most out of your every moment.